i've got alot to say.
but yet,i prefer to write it down in my little black notebook,although it isn't that little.
it's big,it's full of thoughts.
things i want you to know,but writing it down there doesn't allow me to do so.
cuz you can't see it,unless i show you.maybe you wouldn't wanna know,you couldn't care less?
if all this time spent,end this moment,i'd say it isn't the way i thought it would be.i'd say it's not funny.it's sad.
i finally realised many things.
too much,weird but really i'm learning to handle.
if you can do it,i think i can do it better.if tis is what is happening,