little miss pessimistic-

somebody once told me :"you always assume things.."
the fact is i wasn't aware of it..then i realised..
yup i always make assumption,and always for the worst..

15mins ago i assume something,and its not a good one,i was rather sad about it.
i was being pessimistic.
jess,jess...
why?
why can't i be a little optimistic?
why do i always think about the worst,and make myself feel so bad and upset?

when...

actually it's wasn't so bad,or rather not at all?

it has always been like this...but yet i didn't learn from it.
never.